Nathalia
Waiting for the storm. We could smell the rain.
Waiting for the storm. We could smell the rain.
My daughterZoe, 9, made a birthday present for me -- a Lego family portrait.
Left to fight, it's me, with a book and pen; my wife Kirsten coffee and computer; Zoe painting; Sophie, 16, phone and handbag; Noah, 14, dog bone; and Berkeley the family dog.
President Obama is visiting Cuba. To mark the occasion I am posting a poem from my first collection of poetry, Subterranean Radio Songs (2005). I wrote this poem during and after a stay in Havana. You could call it a non-fiction poem.
1.
To fish
in this post-Soviet bloc, present-Americano blockade
of a Special Period
in the twilight of a Habana Vieja teeming
with Habaneros toting handlines
is no leisure activity.
It is economic necessity.
I swim a near dark as close as communal bath water.
Dodge the lines of jiniterismo visible by the whites
of their smiles.
(No, novia. Gracias, I say;
I don’t want to be your pony.)
Moskovitchs grind, bicycles glide
past—accompany a cluster of musicians
wheezing Buena Vista Social Club tunes
to tempt the tourists.
(Lo siento, amigo, I shrug smile;
I don’t wish to salsa your hermana.)
A crowd gathers.
Police down arms to hammer a horseshoe of humidity
around a whippet of a man, body bowed
like one of those fibreglass poles sportsmen wield
in the Gulf Stream. Drinking mojitos,
thinking themselves Ernest.
The crowd contracts,
confirms that Communism is a centipede.
Once-upon-a-time comrades
compressed
into a collective, many-legged desire
for consumer goods—computers, cellulars,
wide screen TVs, air conditioners, flash cars,
fresh food.
2.
Before my arrival
my Mexican familiaris intimated all Castro had to offer
was contraband tobacco
and Cuban fellatio.
More question than information, as I recall.
But I contended I desired only baseball.
Saw myself behind the batter’s cage
at Estadio Latinamericano
sipping espresso from a paper thimble,
listening to the bleacher calls.
The eternal search for the elusive
curve ball.
3.
Strike two. Ball three.
The count is full.
The crowd aroused.
The pitch waist high
and hard—
Begging to be hit.
4.
I came to Cuba carting a cardboard suitcase
and a straw hat.
I am highly flammable,
but buy a carton of Romeo y Julieta.
My passport has expired,
but I possess greenbacks.
I think myself alone,
but have a suede-headed chaperone:
My kid sister.
Together, we have ridden the Yucatan
in second-class bus carriages.
Both of us in remission
from births, deaths
and marriages.
Habana Vieja is our last stop in the Americas.
South of Cuba is suburbia—
mortgages, marriage to my West Indies,
a long suffering Baptist bride,
and children I am yet to name.
Call them Nina, Pinta, Santa Maria.
Call me Columbus. Better yet, Cortez.
5.
The promise of capitalism thrashes about
in Bahia de la Habana,
fights for freedom,
threatens to baptise the fisherman.
But the fish cannot outlast the centipede.
As each fisherman is bent to breaking
he is relieved by fresh hands
until, rotation by rotation,
the prize is reeled in
—gaffed, netted—
left to drown
on the warm concrete
in the late evening
of Castro’s Cuba.
A panting
yellow-fin tuna
with a torso as thick
as a man’s thigh.
I have an essay in the latest edition of Meanjin. It's a piece about politics and poetry, among other things. I'm delighted that the Deane family pooch, Berkeley, also has a starring role in the essay.
Here's the opening bit:
Most days my dog Berkeley, a black Labrador-Cocker Spaniel cross, takes me for a walk. If there’s time to kill, we weave through the 1960s-era suburban streets of Doncaster and follow an underarm of greenery that runs beneath the shoulder of the Eastern Freeway. If Berkeley and I are full of beans, we run to the freeway and back – a circuit just shy of five kilometres – although we’ve never mastered the heartbreak hill that is High Street. If time is tight, or I’m lazy, we amble to the oval at the end of my street, where Berkeley sniffs the backsides of my neighbours’ dogs for twenty minutes then announces she’s ready to return home by crapping in the grass beside the concrete cricket pitch.
The day that Keith Sinclair popped into my head was a lazy day. Berkeley was working her way towards the concrete cricket pitch while I walked laps, listening to the New Yorker Poetry podcast (I know he’s not Scottish, but Paul Muldoon sounds like the poetry world’s answer to Sean Connery) and gazing at the craggy outline of Melbourne’s CBD to the west.
I wasn’t thinking about anything in general, and then I was thinking about Keith Sinclair in particular. This surprised me. After all, Sinclair had been dead for 20 years and I’d never met him, nor read a word he’d written. All I knew, from a Claude Forell obituary, was that, as an editor, Sinclair ‘seemed an aloof, forbidding figure to many young reporters, but he was courteous and kind to those who worked closely with him.’ Why, then, did Sinclair’s name keep floating out of my subconscious?
The answer was easy to divine. Sinclair, like me, had served time as a political speechwriter.
You can find the rest of the essay in the latest Meanjin.
There's also a cracker of a piece on Germaine Greer's long, unsent letter to Martin Amis. Here's the cover image.