Michael Gurr's launch speech for Catch and Kill

The night before the 2006 State Election campaign launch in Ballarat. Left to right: Kim McGrath, Joel Deane, Michael Gurr 

The night before the 2006 State Election campaign launch in Ballarat. Left to right: Kim McGrath, Joel Deane, Michael Gurr 

On August 3, 2015, my friend Michael Gurr launched my political book, Catch and Kill: The Politics of Power, at the Fitzroy Town Hall.

It was a big night.

Steve Bracks, John Brumby, John Thwaites and Rob Hulls were there; Bill Shorten spoke; and the joint was packed.

Afterwards, Michael came up to me gave me the hardcopy of his speech. I was rapt and went home and put it someplace safe. So safe I couldn't find it again.

I've been looking for that bloody speech since Michael died on May 2 and, finally, have found that safe place. Here it is.

Michael Gurr launching Catch and Kill

When Joel asked me to be here, I was very chuffed.

Because this is my kind of book and this bloke is my kind of comrade.

I’m a little luckier than some of you because I’ve read it – and James Button has got it dead right when he says on the cover that this is a “cracking good read.”

It really is.

It joins some very good company – other older Labor memoirs. Tales from the front-line. War stories. Hard work. Pragmatism. Heartbreak. And hope.

The endless Labor arm wrestle between what should be and what’s practically possible. 

You shake your head in love at our cause and we do like a good war story.

Joel does doubt well.

But doubt is one of the many parents of creativity.

It’s the moments of uncertainty that lead to new thoughts.

The squeaky freaks of the Coalition will never get this.

For them, to wonder and to worry is weakness. 

To us these things are life’s blood.

The Labor movement, to a glorious fault, always wears its underwear on the outside.

Sure, it’s am infuriating and unglamorous thing – but it’s more honest than its opposite: that bland certainty that treats every troubling question as a sort of doubt-free Dorothy Dixer.

Joel’s long history with our Party has given him regular slugs of doubt, for sure, but it has also called on his moral steel.

Not for him the poisonous vacuum of cynicism.

Not for him the lazy shrug of “Oh well, nothing you do makes any difference.”

Instead, Joel has stayed an activist.

You can be an activist at a computer keyboard.

In fact, you could mount an argument that this is exactly where you’ll find the best ones.

Great big words like “justice” and “fairness” and “hope” – these are the graffiti in Joel’s soul. 

These are the things that run through his speeches and run through this book. 

He writes honestly.

His portraits of the four amigos are spot on.

His book had me scratching at the old question again: How can you breathe and love and fuck and even consider voting LNP?

It just makes no sense. 

It’s OK, I’m much more courteous at the polling booths.

The words “sensible” and “poet” aren’t much heard in the same sentence. 

But I think Joel’s work as a poet is the work that’s kept him sane.

His poetry has given many of us sustenance – and it has leaked through in a sly way into his political speechwriting. 

It runs like an artery through this book. 

And there is another artery. Curiosity.

Curiosity about how things work.

How power works.

How the lives of others are more than equal to our own in the attention they deserve. 

And curiosity is an endless river.

Around the next bend there is always someone whose life, because it’s not our own, is unexplored, unexplained, not given a place in the scheme of things.

But deserves it.

The woman who asks difficult questions about decent pay and proper respect and a life lived free of fear.

Who needs a voice.

The child with a disability who makes us re-think education and inclusion. 

Who needs the well-enough-abled to have their back.

The invisible army of office cleaners who, when they are loud enough, show us that what we experience as convenience is simply another kind of privilege.

That’s the job of our movement. 

That’s the job this book honours.

Political speechwriters know each other on sight. 

They tend to look a little bit weary, a little bit “I wrote this at 3AM therefore it’s either very very good or possibly completely barking.”

Some speechwriters are lucky though. And Joel is one of the lucky ones.

He’s written for good people whose ideas he shares.

Sometimes political speechwriting is a love affair. 

Sometimes it’s more like an arranged marriage. 

But, you know, sometimes even the arranged marriage can yield the odd unexpected delight. 

The two Labor Premiers here tonight, and former Ministers as well, are fortunate indeed to have had the hairy man on their team. 

I promise you this: you’re going to really enjoy Joel’s book.

Well look at that: it’s launched. 

Thank you.

An unrequited journalist comes in from the cold

Catch and Kill is a finalist for the 2015 Walkley Awards.

It's part of the long-list for the book award, together with nine other books.

Those other books are:

Quentin BeresfordThe Rise and Fall of Gunns LTD,
Ross Coulthart, Charles Bean,
Andrew FowlerThe War on Journalism,
Erik Jensen, Acute Misfortune: The Life and Death of Adam Cullen,
Chip Le GrandThe Straight Dope,
Debi MarshallThe Family Court Murders,
Brenda NiallMannix,
Geoffrey RobertsonAn Inconvenient Genocide, and
Sam VincentBlood and Guts.

That's pretty good company to be in, so I am rapt.

Given my career path as a unrequited journalist, it means a great deal to me to be a part of journalism's premier awards. I started out as a 17-year-old copy boy at the Sun News-pictorial on January 29, 1987, and now, all these years later, I have a walk-on part in the big show.

The lessons I learned in newspapers in Australia, then the Internet and TV in the United States, have stayed with me. In fact, you could say journalism and poetry have taught me everything I know. 

And, no, I don't mind that the Walkleys misspelt my name in their media release that announced the finalists. As far as I'm concerned, they can call me anything they like.